Correspondence
with Robert
Meditation techniques
and Mindfulness
By Robert Kirkpatrick
Dear
friend, you wrote that in Buddhism ‘almost all the emphasis is on formal
meditation, and there are very few, if any, practical techniques
given for bringing this mindfulness to everyday life’. You find this limiting
and in this matter feel that the Russian philosopher and spiritual teacher
G. Gurdjieff (1866-1949) has more to offer people who are living their
life in the world.
You might appreciate
some information on this:
Firstly, from the
Pali scriptures:
Samyutta Nikaya (translated
as Kindred Sayings, P.T.S.) Salayatana Vagga
And how monks
is a monk composed?* Herein, monks, in his going forth and in his returning
a monk acts composedly. In looking in front and looking behind, he acts
composedly. In wearing his robe and bearing outer robe and bowl, in eating,
drinking, chewing, and tasting he acts composedly. In easing himself, in
going, standing, sitting, sleeping, waking, in speaking and keeping silence
he acts composedly. Thus, monks, is a monk composed.
* composed; in
Pali language, sati sampajanna- mindfulness and understanding
Thus the Buddha certainly
recommended mindfulness in daily life. And the well known Satipatthana
sutta is actually a list of every possible object for awareness, it includes
formal meditation objects as well as feelings , mind states etc., it even
includes states such as envy and anger which should also be understood
and of which there can be awareness.
I think part of the
answer for the popularity of formal meditation is that when we are sitting
very quietly, not moving, and concentrating on some meditation object the
feeling is very spiritual - you really feel like you are practising.
In contrast, just living an ordinary life and developing awareness seems,
well… ordinary. It may also be that people like to be told exactly what
to do and how, and developing awareness in daily life isn't so amenable
to ‘technique’, it's more subtle.
You have written a
book about mindfulness and its applications in daily life and you mention
Gurdjieff and also Buddhist teachings. I think it is useful to clarify
mindfulness in the Buddhist sense.
Sati, a Pali word,
is used to represent that reality that is heedful or watchful in the wholesome
way. It is not the same as concentrating on an object - which can be either
wholesome (kusala) or unwholesome (akusala). For example, a thief may,
with great care, gently feel the subtle sensations appearing at his fingertips
while he cracks the combination to a safe. In this case there is concentration,
but no mindfulness, sati.
This example of wrong
concentration is easily understood; our difficulty is that wrong concentration
can and does come in very subtle shades. And because some aspects of sati
appear similar to concentration it is often extremely difficult to know
whether the reality that is contacting the object is sati with concentration
and thus kusala (wholesome) or merely concentration without sati and thus
akusala (unwholesome).
There are different
kinds and degrees of sati. Considering the impermanence of life in a wise
way is done with sati or we may feel genuinely friendly or grateful to
someone; at that time a type of sati arises. The type of sati that is associated
with the development of vipassana is a direct awareness of a physical reality
(in Pali: rupa) or mental reality (nama). This is all from the Buddhist
definition of sati. Of course Gurdjieff, yourself, and anyone else
are permitted to define it in any way they please. Still you may appreciate
hearing a little more about sati when it applies to the development of
vipassana, which is the path that ultimately leads to a complete breakup
of the causes that have kept samsara turning for so long. The Buddhist
scriptures explain that the Buddha directly penetrated all phenomena and
discovered that although their individual characteristics are diverse,
yet they are all anatta, (not self) impermanent and dukkha (unsatisfactory).
Any moment of true awareness of a reality is a moment when we are following
the Buddha’s path that leads to this extraordinary discovery.
One reason why you
may find few techniques for the development of vipassana in the Buddhist
texts is that the main hindrance to progress is actually wrong understanding.
Samma ditthi (right understanding) is the most important factor in the
8-fold path. Without it the other factors cannot arise. Thus the
development of the path isn't so much adding something like a technique:
rather it is a subtraction; a subtraction of wrong beliefs and wrong practises,
a subtraction of attachment and of ‘self’.
Now I'd like to discuss
in particular wrong practise:
Lobha (desire, craving,
attachment) is a pervasive motivator for almost everything we do. For so,
so long we have been pushed and pulled by it. It would be a surprise if
it didn't enter into something as important as spiritual development.
We may try to stop
attachment and because we seem to succeed with the big desires - we are
concentrated on the body or the breath, we seem to be thinking less and
so on - we may think that we are really developing vipassana. But in fact
desire is still there. Refined, hidden desires but dangerous because they
obstruct understanding. Craving is like a great magician that has many
different marvelous tricks that all obscure reality.
You see if we barrel
along happily thinking we are developing more and more mindfulness but
in fact are only developing a subtle, hidden form of wrong concentration
we may feel content and pleased with ourselves, but we are still, as Gurdjieff
put it, asleep.
It may seem that we
can control awareness but realities, including sati, only last for the
briefest moment, they cant really be controlled. We aren't aware of the
subtle lobha (unwholesome attachment) that is actually performing the action
of “controlling”. It has the appearance of mindfulness but it might only
be a counterfeit version. I'm not saying there is never mindfulness, but
are we really sure? Is there a very small amount of desire to control,
a hidden wish to experience, to be aware. When we try to control there
is no awareness of anatta (no self) and conditionality. However, all is
not lost, at the moment we understand that there is this subtle attempt
to control, that it is a hindrance, then at that moment there is sati.
Wrong view, in association with lobha is so clever: it pervades our life
silently and usually gives little cause for alarm.
After all this you
may think I am saying that we should do nothing. This is not so- the real
effort, the real work, the “technique” is in clearing away wrong views
which distort the experiencing of realities. How is this clearing done?
Let us investigate further the Buddhist definition of sati. One of the
functions of sati is to bring to mind the Dhamma, the teachings. One reflects
on the teachings in daily life. This is not the level of sati that directly
penetrates the true nature of realities but it helps to build the conditions
necessary for this. Sometimes we hear of someone scorning theoretical understanding
of Dhamma, they feel only “practise” is useful. But without enough clear
understanding of what the Buddha taught wrong view is sure to enter into
the practise .On the other hand theory alone is of minimal value. What
is needed is the right approach that will turn theory into direct understanding.
Is now the time to discuss ‘technique’? I'm not sure, I don't like the
word technique when it comes to the mindfulness associated with vipassana;
if there aren't enough conditions true awareness can't arise, if there
are the right conditions it must arise. It is all so impersonal.
I think the right way is to think of testing the teachings. Even scientists
need a theory, which they then test.
At this moment you
are reading this letter. That is the situation, the concept. But what is
really present. There is the thinking, the processes of various mental
states arising and passing away. They are real in the deepest sense - the
object of thinking is a concept, not real. Also there is seeing and colour.
Can we be aware of seeing and colour, and thinking and other phenomena
as they arise now? We should test and find out.
Do
you agree that it is important if one is serious about developing vipassana
that we must avoid certain sense objects such as violent movies?
Actually when vipassana
is been developed it doesn't matter so much what object contacts the senses.
It can all be insighted. If we watch a violent movie then it is conditioned
already. While we watch there are namas (mental states) and rupas (physical
states) arising and passing away continually. Looking at TV is the situation,
the concept, but the realities are merely colour and seeing, sound and
hearing, which depending on understanding or lack of it condition various
perceptions and feelings which (along with colour, seeing, sound hearing)
can be directly understood. This doesn't mean that there can be continual
mindfulness of realities - sati and understanding are conditioned, they
arise when there are sufficient conditions. From studying the Buddhist
teachings and developing vipassana we learn about the nature of realities
such as seeing and colour, hearing and sound, touching and hardness, heat,
vibration, feelings, attachment, kindness, anger etc. We still have our
old world of situation and concept but there is the beginning of seeing
beneath the surface. Here is an example: someone is angry with me - they
speak harsh words. If there is no understanding of realities then I may
feel upset, "why is he saying that to me" and so on or perhaps if I have
some special spiritual technique I might think of a mantra or concentrate
on sensations in the body or the breath. But there can also be direct experience
of the sounds that are contacting the sensitive matter in the ear. When
sound is seen, as it is in the present moment, there won't be aversion
to that sound- it is merely a momentary reality that passes so quickly
and thus there is not the same tendency to feel upset.
You
said that sound can be used as an object for the development of vipassana.
I am suspicious of doing this: the skill to "deconstruct" the meaning and
go back to the sensations can be used as a form of pathological defense,
a very skilled version of a little kid covering his ears when he doesn't
want to hear his parents say something. To have this skill is wonderful:
to automatically use it to avoid unpleasantness could lead to many problems.
Sometimes the real obstacle keeping you in samsara is what underlies the
feelings aroused by the words, and they must be investigated rather than
avoided.
I agree. As you
say "sometimes the real obstacle keeping you in samsara is what underlies
the feelings aroused by the words and they must be investigated rather
than avoided." You have probably read something about the PATICCASAMUPADA
(usually translated as "dependent origination"). The paticcasamupada is
a very pithy, deeply profound analysis of samsara and the conditions that
keep samsara revolving. One of the factors is indeed feeling. Here is an
extract from the Nidana- Vagga of the Samyutta Nikaya:
The Buddha
said: I will teach you, monks, the origin of repeated birth and passing
away of beings in this world. What, monks, is the origin of beings?
On account of the
eye base and visible object, eye consciousness arises. Contact (phassa)
is the conjunction of the three; through contact, feeling arises; through
feeling desire arises; through desire attachment (upadana) arises; through
attachment bhava (process of becoming) arises; through becoming birth arises;
through birth decay and death, sorrow, lamentation, pain, grief and despair.
On account of the EAR BASE and SOUND, EAR CONSCIOUSNESS arises. Contact
(phassa) is the conjunction of the three; through contact , FEELING arises;
through feeling desire arises ; through desire attachment (upadana) arises;
through attachment bhava (process of becoming) arises; through becoming
birth arises; through birth decay and death, sorrow, lamentation, pain,
grief and despair. On account of the nose base and odour, smell consciousness
arises. Contact (phassa) is the conjunction of the three; through contact,
feeling arises; through feeling desire arises; through desire attachment
(upadana) arises; through attachment bhava (process of becoming) arises;
through becoming birth arises; through birth decay and death, sorrow, lamentation,
pain, grief and despair. On account of the taste base and taste, taste
consciousness arises. Contact (phassa) is the conjunction of the three;
through contact, feeling arises; through feeling desire arises; through
desire attachment (upadana) arises; through attachment bhava (process of
becoming) arises; through becoming birth arises; through birth decay and
death, sorrow, lamentation, pain, grief and despair. On account of the
bodybase and bodily impression, body consciousness arises. Contact (phassa)
is the conjunction of the three; through contact , feeling arises; through
feeling desire arises ; through desire attachment (upadana) arises; through
attachment bhava (process of becoming) arises; through becoming birth arises;
through birth decay and death, sorrow, lamentation, pain, grief and despair.
On account of the mental element base and mental object element, mind consciousness
arises. Contact (phassa) is the conjunction of the three; through contact,
feeling arises; through feeling desire arises; through desire attachment
(upadana) arises; through attachment bhava (process of becoming) arises;
through becoming birth arises; through birth decay and death, sorrow, lamentation,
pain, grief and despair.
Thus a wide range of daily
life realities should be understood. We cling to everything, we confuse
everything; thus always trying to deconstruct conversation would be quite
wrong. As you say, we must understand feelings also. Avoidance is not the
way .Yet, don't we often want to develop understanding only in ideal conditions-
we want to avoid distractions. But vipassana understands every moment.
What we call "distraction" is only momentary realities, with thinking forming
concepts about the situation. When we are developing correctly we don't
mind about distraction, we don't mind if we feel irritated sometimes or
even if "decay, death, sorrow, lamentation, pain, grief, and despair arise".
All these events are real, they are part of samsara, they should be understood
.We don't even mind if there is no understanding; we just understand that
too.
It is very important
also to understand the nature of concepts. Really what it comes down is
that we need to understand everything that arises in life without minding
our situation at all but having courage and determination to face all situations;
to see that every moment is a moment that can be understood (or not).
Disclaimer: I wouldn't
want you to think that I am a brave type who faces every object and wrings
every drop of understanding out of it. But here I'm writing also for myself.
It gives me encouragement also.
Now I'd like to offer
some more reflections about the development of understanding. Vipassana
is highly developed wisdom that penetrates the true nature of realities.
Those realities appear continuously at this very moment. So the path isn't
so complicated- there is either understanding or not. Yet it is not easy,
the reason being that the deep tendency to cling to "self"- this powerful
wrong view- obscures and complicates matters. The path is like walking
a tightrope: try to hard - fall off; don't try at all -fall off. Yet it's
more difficult than a circus act because often we don't know we've fallen
off. We think we are balancing well - maybe at the end of the rope when
actually we lie injured on the ground almost before we begin. That's why
I think discussions can be very useful for pinpointing small errors and
so on in practise (these errors are called silabataparamasa-upadana in
pali- clinging to rule and ritual- they can be quite obvious or very, very
subtle indeed). If one is developing understanding correctly then gradually
these misunderstandings are understood and the clinging to them is slowly
eliminated. An example of a wrong practise would be trying to always have
awareness of sound - as you have already noted this doesn't seem quite
right. Or some people think that to practise vipassana they should try
to know only realities (and have no concepts.). I once heard someone say
that she didn't recognise her own husband when practising - she was very
pleased, as she believed this meant she was close to nibbana.
Concepts are also part
of our life. The Buddha thought, he used concepts, he recognised people
and had kindness to them. The difference between him and us is that he
perfectly understood the nature of every moment- he didn't mistake realities
for concepts and vice versa and he had no attachment to either.
When I spoke about
this direct experience of sound - it was in a very general sense. When
we bring attention to an object in this way- it is still mostly thinking
about the object. We reflect wisely (or not) about the sound. It is a sort
of considering of the reality of the present moment, but still at the level
of thinking. There is another level of understanding which is a direct
penetration- faster and deeper than mere consideration. This type of understanding
is supported by wise thinking. (I almost don't like to mention different
levels as some people immediately want the highest level and so neglect
the foundation, which is wise consideration.) This direct understanding
of realities can come in very quickly. It may last only a moment or several
moments. It is not something permanent, although each moment conditions
future moments. It is like this moment - now there is colour, there is
thinking, there is sound. There may be moments with aversion, or with pleasure.
There may be greed or irritation. These moments arise and pass away rapidly-
as does panna (direct understanding of realities). Panna may take sound
for an object or hearing or feeling or bodily impression or greed or fear
or indeed any reality whatsoever. It all depends on conditions, not on
"self."

February 9, 2000
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